Fearing in my mind ( Part 1)About experiences the cowardice of English learning in a university, firstly, I started English Foundations course, English for Applications course, Writing Strategies course and Introduction to Linguistics course. I learned about the grammatical with Dr. Patcharee Prasretthasute. At that time, I felt fearing for English learning at most because I’m not sure English grammar such as parts of speech, sentence, tense and vocabulary. Specially, I learned Writing Strategies course with Dr. Wararat Whanchit. My teacher told me that my grammatical badly and parts of speech. Oh my god! I felt very tired, sadly unhappy. My habit I think over that I will fear in the future. I don’t self-confident. It was disadvantage for me.
The second year of English learning in a university, I started English language course. I felt a hard work for me that I used a tolerance at most. I think that it was difficult, tired and fearing. English language became dreadful for me. English Phonology course, Analysis of the English Word and Sentence Structure course, Listening Strategies course and Intermediate Translation : Thai-English course, this causes of English learning were very difficult for me. Specially, Listening Strategies course and Intermediate Translation : Thai-English course made me that I felt estrangement but it made me to develop English language better. I started listening and Translation . I translated to mistake with a text at most and I can’t listen to speaker. I used time about two month that I can listen to understand a little bit. I can translate mistake less than the old time.
The third year and now the fourth year were difficult better because we must take knowledge using certainly. We must take knowledge applied for the way of life. Now, I remained to fear for English learning but it was less than the old time. Activities can help to develop English learning. I braved a fact and I try to encourage with myself. I believed that I can be control the cowardice of English learning in a university. I think that a negative supported successful of English learning at this time.